It's been so long since I've visited the website and my blog. I know I've heard so many times before "life gets busy", "time just got away from me". .etc. I need to find time to commit in my blogging.

I still find myself still figuring out what I want to do with my life. I just turned 35 three weeks ago, and there are moments when I do have some clarity. There are moments when I think I'm going to do whatever I want to do with my life. . without worrying what someone thinks of me. There are also those moments when I'm scared, depressed, and I feel borderlined ashamed of being me. The aforementioned statement is not what I want my daughters to think of when they see or think of me.

I guess I just need to take more time with myself and to find more positives, surround myself with more positive people and to also thank my blessings.

Thank you to those who are reading and responding to my blog and becoming my new "friends". I have yet to have the undivided attentive time to spend on this site. I look forward to actually spending time reading others' blogs and reading other articles and such.

One of the things that is on my mind is how one can decide on one career. I am always at a crossroads with career choices and I have many many interests. It always stresses me out when I have to make these decisions. I know I am probably not making any sense at all, maybe that is why I am blogging just to get all of this out.

I know two things about my career. I love music, I love fashion, and I love being associated with spa/wellness/cosemtic products. So. . .since I do know what I love, I just wished it would be easy to "decide" and stick with a career.

Anyway, maybe that's enough rambling for one day. . .if you do read, thanks for listening.

k

Since I'm new to this website, I'm not sure what to blog. I'll admit, this is the first time I've ever "blogged". I think if I can do this everyday. .maybe it will help with things. I don't know, I used to journal and maybe this will help clear my mind at times.

I hope to network and find caring women on here that can be a source of strength, frienship, and anything in between.