I guess it's time to update my blog...for those of you who are my friends and have been following my blog, you know I am a military wife. My husband was deployed in 2008 to Afghanistan. I lovingly, faithfully waited for him to come home, praying every day he'd come home safe to me.

Well, he did come home safe, on New Year's Eve 2008.

Things just weren't right tho, since he got home...and after all I went through...he just walked out on me last week.

I am shocked, and hurt, and in so much pain, I can't even breath.

If anyone has any advice to help me through this, I'm all ears.

Hey guys...know it's been quite a while since I posted any updates...

Just wanted to to thank you guys for your encouragment and support...

The deployment is done now. My honey came home to me safe and sound on New Year's Eve. I am very thankful that it's over and we've been reunited.

Hope all of you are doing well!

OK...here's the update...We're half-way through the deployment now...and I am MORE than ready for it to just be OVER, and have my husband back! He just bought a international cell phone from another soldier, so I got my FIRST phone call from him since April! I miss him SO much, and some days it's hard to function normally...or even want to get out of bed!

He was supposed to be coming home soon for his 2 week leave...but we just got told that his R&R had been pushed BACK a month. :( SO...it'll be another TWO months that I have to wait to see him again.

Can somebody make it January, so he can come home???

Breaking News from a desert town Smoke and rubble on the ground The names we do not know right now And it cuts me like a knife

With a tearful goodbye kiss I sent him off to this But I've gotta stay strong... I'm a soldier's wife

I run the house I sleep alone I live for e-mails And the phone calls home... I'm a soldier's wife

We do the things we used to do Go to church, go to school But you could drive a truck right through The hole that's in our lives

Sometimes I'm angry Sometimes confused I live and die by The evening news

I pray for strength I pray for peace I pray that he comes home to me And if you would please pray for me I'm a soldier's wife.

Ok...it's offical...my husband is now overseas. I have SO many mixed feelings right now! I'm proud, but scared...happy he is doing his duty and what he loves, but sad we're apart.

Please pray for him and his Unit, that they will be safe, can complete their mission the way it is supposed to be, and come back home healthy and whole!

April